been so uptight bout exams and i guess i'm starting to breakdown rather easily. with jus one comment by the teacher bout my failing maths grades, i'll end up crying and puffy eyes the next day. seriously, how many of us can really tolerate this much pressure??! never in my life had i been stressed this much.............. right. so now again is the question on why did i even come mjc in the first place. yes, i do noe that there is no turning back now i am nearly finishin my jc life, but really... i do think that if i went to a poly instead, my life would be so much better. gettin back to a study mode is hard especially with the fact that i am addicted to tv these days and "self discipline" had disappeared from my dictionary. most of the times now, the only feeling i have is fear. oh well. have a maths test after this. hai.
yeah! exams are finally over!! get to enjoy life for just a teenie while b4 i start to mug. haha. this mid year results are quite disappointing to many teachers i guess. and i guess i noe i din put in enough hardwork as well. so i guess i cant blame anyone except for myself. and i'm quite sure i'm gonna get grounded after i receive my results. things durin the june hols was well... INTERESTING. got to noe facts bout certain ppl and realise i'm not the only one thinkin e way i do.... =P haha. OH! and i must blog bout this! Izzat found that "condoms have an expiry date and tear easily if its overdue" funny. wad kinda lame thing to laugh at right??? oh well. but since it came from him, i guess its not too suprising.. =P haha. Right. its bout time i go shoppin soon.................................................................... the shoppin list i've drawn up is super long le......................... wahahahaha
right. hols is here but haven been muggin. wth. been real lazy. must work harder. been goin out...but had fun on every trip. whether is spill the stuff we're unhappy bout out or wad. been scouted by united artiste network but rejected it straight on e phone cos my mum told me so n tat i too believe i have no talents tho interested in actually learning dancin and singing which i am not good at but in anyway, its jus one of e stuff i feel like "upgrading" bout myself. but accompanied anting down there today. and i really kinda feel anting really can make it and shud join it if not for study committments but i guess she's waiting till after A's. i guess sometimes gettin scouted boost ppl's confidence BUT the ironic thing now is tat there are TOO TOO TOO many such "scouts" ard tat its not significant at all. some tom dick harry can get approached too. and i guess i'm jus one of those n i am seriously not flattered at all in anyway. haha. enough of tat. my studies is in a big mess cos i haven been studyin and i dun wanna be classified stupid by anyone. really. another amazing thing i heard. someone whom i noe who really cant dance actually went to party at ZOUK! i almost killed myself laughing. seriously. and e way my fren told me bout it. i really cant imagine e way he dances. haha. i noe i'm evil but sometimes its jus tis teenie bits bout life made things more tolerable. i really cant help but laugh. =P i think paul from s'pore idol is damn cute.
i think my sis is an angel. without her, i guess i am someone lost without any aim in life. she teaches me maths. buy nice food for me. buy clothes to share with me. get me drinks. prepare my dinner for me. wash my dishes for me. and she comforts me when i am feeling down. talk to me. listens to me. bears with all my complains, whether bout boyfriends, friends, family, studies even bout taxi drivers and calling cabs. i guess i am real blessed to have such a wonderful sister in my life. no one had such faith in me ever. she always believed in me and had faith in wadever i chose to do. without her, i really wun noe wad to do. guess mummy was right. there aint elsewhere with such a perfect sister. =D
been damn stressed with everything. studies, life and yea, the usual stuff any teen would get stressed over. ppl said i dun have much committments in skool, so i shud have time to do my work and less stressed den them. well, i dun deny i have lesser committments but seriously, i do have my own form of stress. i stress over studies like them cos i am not as clever. i stress over the fact tat i am lazy and am damn fuckin angry with myself. i stress over the fact that i cant do maths as well as others. i stress over the fact tat teacher gets angry wit me easier den to the others. i dunno wad i do wrong even. perhaps bein naughty once or twice, but yet such allowance for a bit of rebellious act for me was not given. i really hate it. i love the teachers from my sec skool. and they are wonderful teachers. but i cant help but wonder, did some of the teachers specifically my PMS female teacher, did she somewhat took into account of e fact tat i was from a neighbourhood skool, hence i deserve more scoldin? or the fact tat my L1R5 is not as good as the others? i dun need to come from a renowned skool to prove my worth as a human being do i? i really hate her. i noe she want us to do well but goin after small little details will serve only to make me hate her more. i wonder how long can i bear with her nonsense. seriously, from the bottom of my heart i really believe that my life would have been better in jc without her as one of my subject tutors since all my other teachers are plain angels.
been super lazy to update any entries these days..been sooooo darn lazy to even switch on my computer. apparently there had been tons of stuff happening ard me and i guess bloggin bout those stuff gonna take ages... anyway the main thing is that i have been addicted. and i am addicted to the last thing i tot i would be addicted to. TV. my mummy was so kind to actually install SCV to my TV and now i am glued to the tv on all weekends. haven been really doin my work and it sucks. another issue tat happened recently was the freakin hell someone skipped lecture so we all have to mark attendance in lectures now. all thanks to someone. and in case tat someone din noe, there's sth call being responsible for his own actions and sth call sayin THANK YOU to someone who helped him. c'mon.. BASIC COURTESY man! BASIC COURTESY! even if you're freakin good frens doesnt mean u can exploit them!!! so yep. hope he learns his lesson and would not continue to be such a jerk again. cos his stupid actions gonna cost him his studies; create trouble for others like the fellow students and his CT who in this case is one of my fav teacher. so yep. hope he get his stuff sorted out and i wish him all the luck. =D i cant wait to go shoppin; eating; and go fly kite-ing! =P haha. i need to get my green day cd and i really need to start studying. and i need my black eyeliner. =D
went to cut my fringe and its kinda terrible..tho i noe when it grows longer it'll be better...but now i am still wonderin how i am gonna go skool tml...and the only way i could think of is to pin up my fringe. actually the main problem with this freaky fringe is when i tie up my hair..it looks weird, but when i didnt, it looked fine. wth. really dunno wad to do bout it. but the onli good thing tat came out of goin to the hairdresser is tat i am gonna get my hair curled. after i saved up the money ALL BY MYSELF. which i guess would take ages to do so.............. haha. finally back on talkin terms with him. which is good cos neither him nor myself gonna treat each other as invisible and like total strangers. and i guess the time taken to nurse the heartbreak took long enough and its kinda time i face reality and be frens again with him. BUT there's one issue. i cant stop makin fun of certain stuff bout him. haha. mebbe i really shud kick tat habit. wahahaha. oh well. i guess, on the whole, i jus dun wanna treat him like total stranger cos its so weird when apparently i noe him and he stays freakin near my hse so i would bump into him quite a number of times and even if we graduate i might still see him ard so might as well be frens with him. haha. and mebbe jus a friendly neighbour. haha. after so much, it feels better to be frens i tink. =D i shud stop eatin too much chocolates.
jus read from the magazine that there are hp charms tt gives off scent when there's a call or sms... quite weird right?? the japanese have the most creative and cool ideas i think. haha. tml is the day tt i die. when i get my freakin hell bad grades.
i guess i really dun blog much these days. haha. gonna change my com soon and i seriously look forward to it man. haha. FINALLY block tests was over and i aint gonna score for my chinese this time and not my econs and not my GP and DEFINITELY NOT my MATHS. haha. so the conclusion is rather obvious. and i guess alot of teachers are disappointed with the performance of many students. oh well. i guess the main reason was that many of us treated it literally as a TEST not EXAM so we jus dun give a shit hell bout it. so i guess as a student we're to blame for most of the bad results. yep. and i cant deny despite stayin at home and stayed till 12am every night involved pure studyin. it included countless breaks and stuff. haha. oh well. that aside, i went out wit shu ning ystd and watched Dorm. i tot its a horror movie but instead it turned out quite funny and heartwarming...haha. yea. and i went ard lookin at bags. and den i saw one newurbanmale bag which i wanted and later i saw a red puma bag which is really huge. BUT the puma bag was cheaper and i am gonna carry e bag for half a year onli so i bought the puma one which cost 79 bucks instead of the 100plus NUM bag. and the puma bag is a ferrari puma design so i jus bought it. haha. BUT ITS TOO HUGE. but heck. haha.
block test is comin soon... and i am here all stressed out. why?? cos i haven start my damn revision. a few days ago, i said bein stress n hate maths n said i could never understand maths or sth like that..izzat den said sth bout me jus bein lazy...and two days later..he said he's envious of me not havin much outside curriculum activities. yes, indeed. i really have to admit that i am plain lazy. and me gettin all stressed out over it is wad i deserved.compared to the rest, i am considered more fortunate already. i guess i really shud stop bein lazy and work harder. =D surprisingly, ystd i bumped into him at pasir ris mrt. a day b4 today ( if me n him never break, today would be a year anniverary) but heck. i guess its a sign to make sure everythin between me n him shud end today. and i am gonna do jus tat, dumpin out all memories i have of him. =D ANYWAY I WAS REAL HAPPY TO SEE TERESA IN TOWN YSTD!! dunno why so happy to see her...but i jus was happy. =D
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