haiz...so sad...cant go PAN WEI BO and Zhang Shan Wei's PLAY concert..sad lo.. hmm...also long time nv update blog le..hmm let's date back to last sat ba...
went out to practise singing in prepare for tat National Day Community singing competition stuff... den went to meet up wit roy and maskar to go watch brotherhood..tat day funny lo...me and teresa wore red and roy and maskar wore white den we all look like a walking national flag lo..hee...den tat movie was gruesome man..the brains all splattered and bloody mess of mangled bodies and charred bodies...tat night dreamt of it all and freaked me out lo...let's jus sae i am a lil too imaginative and scaredy cat...:P
den very happy lo..tis week dun have a lot of tests... :D
den today went for the singing stuff competition thing...den gt a gurl paired wit alfri (dunno if its spelt this way) she sing till very nice neh...hee...den after the singing thing... ONCE AGAIN... i went mad.
after the singing on our way down the stairs, teresa and i started singing very loudly...for me all are songs tat are stupid...for teresa all are LP and rap stuff...hee...and we were mad all the way out to the car porch...and we saw... MR KIAT!!! in his car..den we ( sarah, me, teresa, li zhu and hui kim-ah SOO!!!) frantically waved goodbye to him for about three minutes in which he din see us tho its SO VERY obvious lo...den we laugh till siao siao le..(its me actually who laugh till cant stop) den after tat we stood at the main gate and waited for Mr kiat's car wit ms chew and a female DandT teacher in it pass by and we waved goodbye yet again...really mad le lor...hee..yea..den go BK also go mad again...esp. the jia pui part..hee..:D
think tat's all ba...
LIFE'S GOOD!!!
nx wk is packed wit tons of tests...haiz....
monday,english
tuesday, social studies
wed, geography
thur, higher chinese
fri, a maths
okie...fine...can my life get anymore pathetic den this?! none of the teachers wanna postpone the test..no one really gave a shit bout hcl's additional stress...wad e hell lor...i really feel like giving up hcl man...but i cant...cos my sis din so i cant...cos i really wanna give it a shot so i cant..but hell, its really suffocating.. i cried cos of stress dunno how many times tis yr le..its only today tat i really sobbed in skool...luckily, teresa, andy and sarah came and talked to me..yee yuen was really kind to help me buy my mineral water..really glad to have em around...haiz..mebbe e situation is not the bad presently...but frm wendy's analysis, our life will be filled wit more tests despite the restriction of 3 tests per wk and 2 tests per day..haiz...wonder if teachers really cared to follow it...wondered if i made a mistake of taking hcl...wonder if i could score...wonder if i am only inches from depression..am i e only one like tat? haiz...hell...i suppose majority of my entries are all depressing...hmm...mebbe ppl jus usually focus more on the pessimistic side of things...
english oral on 17/8/04 haiz...let's hope i could do well....
i wonder if i am ever suicidal...
failed english compo by one mark...
GOSH...
i practically failed tons of stuff.. hell wit it man..
i wanna study..yet its hard to concentrate when the weather is jus so damn nice lo...
english oral on the 17th august...die le...
somehow or rather i suppose i have problems in speech...not at all a good sign...
this sat wanna rebond hair..but hell i got cross country and also i wanna go out....haiz...haiz...can really die man.... must make a darn decision fast...
goin mad le..
everything in my pathetic life is driving me mad...
an early death would be great...
a sudden heart attack or dying in sleep is in my preference..
wonder anyone would even care to come my funeral..
wonder anyone even care if i am dead or alive...
wonder anyone would weep over my death...
wonder if 'he' would come...
(VOICE IN MY HEAD: he will not la...dream on lor...)
wadever...life sux anyway..
there's only one thing to say bout my present pathetic life---its full of tests and exams...
haiz....wonder wad all exams are for...
cut my hair and its terrible..wished i haven made tat decision..but it seems ok at the salon...wonder wad did i do to it..hmm... but wadever...let's jus hope it grows back real fast so i can get this damn thing rebonded...haiz..its very layered man...darn..shud not have said i wanted layers..forgot bout my hairdresser's weird ethusiasm...haiz... how to face ppl....darn...
stupid la...must wear full u.. but heck...last time wearing le..but now cut my hair le dunno how i am goin to tie up my darn hair...
haiz..still have GB card thing... wonder why i must raise it when i dun even think the money ever went to fund the sec4 activities much...
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hee...so much more happier and relaxed now...
1. i solved my relationship woes.. :P
2. i gt myself bruised after a volleyball game wit 'ni zhu' and 'soo kim' they all yesterday..haha..
3. youth day coming
4. kinda like the air-con i am in
5. kinda happy i am not e only one thinkin bout death
6. i had nice nice nice super duper nice ice cream
7. i am online
8. stupid com aint irritating anymore cos i noe its hopeless
9. i changed a seating environment and seems all weird w/o teresa ard and screaming 'LP rocks!' so kinda not used to it
10. i am listening to Hip-Hop
life's great when ya noe how to appreciate food and frens and blah..
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