hai..so sian...finished doin my econs WB...efficient right...haha... cant wait for sat..gonna go shoppin for some kinda dress up day in skool on tues...muahaha...can do sth diff for once...haha...OOO...its so cool cos now i am able to go back sec skool w/o ponnin skool in jc..cos its an off day in my skool as teachers are goin out for bowlin...muahaha...so lame...
now back in contact w/ a lotta ppl le...so satisfyin...well life seems SO much better when u're single...muahahaha... comin to see it frm a diff way, he's quite poor thing now...cos he's always so tired n have so much to do and wen i still went skool w/ him last time he have to wake up early...now he mus b real glad cos he need not do so anymore...muahaha...n i'm glad too cos i need not accomodate his time... :D
i like my adidas women EDT...smells a lil bluish...haha...can smell myself...haha... tat makes me seem a lil weird.... hope i wun become another miss ho...hmmm nv in my life will i become like her i hope...haha....
i jus miss her perfume n overdose lipstick which always match the colours of her outfit.. *imagine purple lipstick with purple outfit n a STRONG 'fragrance'*
muahaha.
hai..now in skool muggin..even durin my free periods which is now...promos comin soon and i haven start revisin a single topic yet...
i jus come to realise tat many ppl's blogs now only contained their stress over exams..
i've come to dislike my birthday. noe why? cos it always fall durin the exams period in JC or not. how sucky can things get when u cant even celebrate ur birthday w/o muggin?! its not in sec skool now where u can jus slack and still get not bad grades...now u slog the hell out of ur life and u can still fail.. WAD'S THE WORLD COMING TO!!!!
wadever. jus hope to be promoted tat's all...
oh. i'm goin to taiwan and japan this end of yr. yipee. shoppin. =D
lalala~
i'm hungry.but there aint nice food.
mp3 my only satisfaction.
maths my only hatred.
WJ my thorn.
PC my slowest.
wadever.
FOOD!! i need FOOD!
hmm.bloggin an entry in my skool durin my free period now...sianz...stupid..i gt this big bruise on my hand.. dun really noe i how i get it..whatever..its kinda unsightly in my opinion..haha
anyway mann came to noe le...guess i REALLY cant keep things to myself..haha..i am such an extrovert.. :P *lame* hmm... well..kinda cry again ystd.. i cant believe i am so weak minded.
haha. but yea. not again le ba..haha..strangely enuff i always feel better when i think of teresa..guess she's over happy go lucky and bo chup which is good in my opinion..haha... i enjoy readin her entries and stuff..well i must really thank her for doin my blog...haha.. haiz..why am i in a JC..
shit. i am slouchin. bad posture. a sign of weariness. a sign tat i must get the hell out of JC.
sadly, i have to stay back in skool till 7 plus today. how shitty can life be?!
i really hate it when guys are all jus reluctant to express themselves properly. darn. cant they jus be like totally honest??? for instance, when u like someone den jus b wit em provided they like u too...and when u dun like them, jus be honest la... wad's e whole point of givin vague answers? its either u're plain stupid or u're jus plain selfish lo..
firstly u're unfair to e person who likes u and secondly, u're makin e person miserable and thirdly, u are hinderin the person frm movin on with life!
my conclusion: jus get ur mind workin and make a decision properly. sorry if u tink i am generalisin...cant blame me, cos almost all guys i met are like tat.
muahahaha.
i really had a great day ystd! haha..went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory..quite retarded at times tho..haha..well ystd was like a last date for me and him..and i guess it sorta went quite well.. hmm.. at least i managed to see him laugh ystd..which is like really rare ever since the break up..haha.. now..i'm all back to the confused stage..but yet again..i noe studies are my priorities now..and i cant afford to be like this all e time..well..promos gonna be here in another 50plus days which also indicate i'm so dead cos i still dunno how to do the trigo stuff for my maths and integration have a formulae overload..i'm so screwed lo... haiz...why is life so stressed in singapore...cant it jus be a lil more slow paced...hmmm...wadever..the stupid life of students...
sianz... tml still have econs test and i have done nothin as of now yet... wth.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh well.
well..life's kinda back to normal now..without him...i guess mebbe i din like him as much as i tot i did... but well he's the one tat i've come to seriously like a lot a lot a lot for the first time...mebbe now..with all the stress..the feeling ish kinda gone...well..its gd in a way..bad in another way..cos i kinda dunno how to face him le... actually i'm all confused..bout how he feels n bout how i feel... sorta cant do much bout it le la...since its like a total mission impossible tat me and him can ever be together.. why? cos he dun have feelings for me le la... i guess i cant trust guys' words anymore.. guys are jus so immature..for now.. they dun exactly process much at the present...do guys even actually think and seriously consider bout things? dun think they really did..they jus follow wad they felt like doin..i'm not really sayin all guys are this way...but most are...well...i guess...not much can be expected...mebbe i'll jus stay alone for the rest of my life despite mr yap (my sec skool PE teacher) who insisted tat its impossible..haha... well... i dunno...
i'm happy with my life.
well. at least for today.
by e way i really miss THOSE TIMES..haha..
i am just not as clever as i hope to be.
haiz... maths jus suck... btw, i really hope the person tat blog the previous entry is not me... so vulgur was the comment.. die... i din noe i have such an evil me within...gosh... wad if it jus gets unleashed one day... den where will the kind angelic me be???? OH NO!!!!!!!
haha.. jus tryin to be lame.
dotz.
the two-me syndrome is out again.
so?
wadever.
well this time is wad i really mean by updatin after ages..muahaha..
okay.. facts bout JC.. firstly, its damn busy, crammed with studyin, tutorials, tests and all.. your life revolves ard nothin except studyin notes.. pathetic.. i kinda wished i am not in a JC.. wish i'm in a poly or sth.. takin something more interesting..actually.. another reason why i dun wanna come to a JC... cos i am now recoverin from a heartbreak... well..its not exactly tat bad... mebbe its jus REAL bad... cant help it.. i really do like this guy a lot... hmmm.. well...wadever... hmm..now i jus come to the conclusion most guys are jus plain stupid liars.. C'MON.. get a life lo.. wads so damn fuckin good bout lyin..it wun do ya any good.. jus makes ppl like me pissed off.. GOSH... cant guys jus be honest with how they feel and think... u like ur ex den jus sae lo... wad's the damn thing of keepin it from gals.. NO MATTER WAD.. u'll still HURT us.. are they like slow thinkers or wad? ( i'm so sorry but i am damn against guys now.) btw, let me announce to the world... THERE AINT SUCH THINGS AS HAPPILY EVER AFTER .. remember after happily ever after, its THE END.. so guess wad.. ur happiness jus ended right after it happened.. yea?
its jus as simple as that. sadly, not many thinks this way..or so i tot. :P
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