I have been thinkin.. if ever tat he's gonna ask me back to his side..would i? deep down inside me, i wish i could jus run back to his side and be with him forever.. but i realise that in reality, i could not.. cos the trust i have in him is not there anymore..i trust strangers more den i trust his words on certain issues.. and even if there is the chance tat i and him can get back together, i would doubt him all the time...i might even try to take revenge and make him go thru the hurt i had went thru...in truth, i shud really say tat i dunno if i still like him anymore.. i guess not. my only problem is the fact tat i cannot acknowledge the fact tat after i put in so much effort into the relationship yet it still din work out...i cannot accept the fact tat i lost him..and tat i refuse to let him go... so now, after wad mr hon had said, i realise its time that i settle myself down and really think it thru if i really wanna allow myself to go thru this emotional rollercoaster all over again. i guess not. its makin me feel real tired. tired of havin to think of him. tired of missing him. tired to worry for him. tired to let myself get affected by him. eventually the one tat suffer most would be me. and i might even drag others into sufferin with me. yea. i guess its really my part and parcel of growin up. =D and swollen and puffy eyes dun look good on me either. haha. P.S i wish to thank adeline, shuning, teresa, mr hon and all those who really helped me and made me think thru things and listen to all my grumbling and whining. haha. =P
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