oh yea, dreamt of ultraman ystd night. wonder wad the hell is wrong with me to have such a dream.haha. bad childhood? doubt so. tot my childhood was quite happy excluding gettin bullied when i was in kindergarden by a gal called diana..haha..i remember stuff quite well dun i???wahaha...oh well. in fact there's a lot of childhood stuff i can remember..like how i used to bite my sister on her arm...haha..evil me...and how i threw a two dollar note out the window, tryin to test the wind direction if i was not wrong...haha..but when the money flew off, i cried. how money minded i was. haha. oh well..my childhood includes breakin the limbs of my barbie doll..cos logically i expected havin her fall from the stairs require some breakin of the limbs..haha.. wad a weird child i was..haha... i guess teresa is right in sayin that after all he had moved on with his life and i shud move on with mine too.. cos seriously..broodin so much over it does not help. cos indeed he was the one who broke up and guys usually and perhaps i shud sae definitely wun ask a gal they broke up with to patch.. and also, in addition to tat..i guess perhaps i am not angry with him..was thinkin bout it last night...and i guess instead of sayin tat i am pissed off with wad he does..its more of that i am angry with myself for being so weak and incapable of forgettin him thoroughly.. i never was this weak minded in forgettin guys..even if i cant forget tat guy, i wun show it..but apparently in this case, i cannot..which is bad..and maybe this explains why i am still angry with myself for having tots of hope that he would ask to come back to me which i jolly well know is impossible..and its really stupid.. lookin at myself, recallin wad i did, i guess i am really pathetic.. dunno wad had happened to me to make me such a pathetic gal.. but now tat it is over..and i am hopin i am comin to accept this.. i guess i am not gonna wallow in self pity but get a grip of myself and make sure i can prove to him tat i am living life much better.. and in the words of Mr Robin Hon, i will ensure that i dun luv/like him le, by really havin an indifferent attitude towards him and stuff that he does. even if he shows all those close pictures with gals and stuff tat concerns him likin someone.. i will take it as it is. i may winced a little when ppl tell me..but i wun let it affect my mood for good. =D my resolution for next comin year--> FORGET HIM THOROUGHLY!
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