Wednesday, November 30, 2005

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was readin thru a magazine and read the section where ppl introduced themselves so as to attract ppl to write to them. and came across a few of them who struck me as despo ppl. u dun really have to resort to such matters to find a partner. really. i dun have anything against befriending ppl thru such a method but seriously, finding a "steady" or " girlfriends" thru such method is rather... pathetic. ( so far haven come across a gal lookin for a bf...) in addition to all these, a few of them have terrible english. and i dun really like it when ppl uses the word peep/peeps/peepz.. kinda irritatin in my opinion. worse still, i came across some who actually said " wat up peep" and a terrible english, "Plz flood ur mail on me" so wad's the latter suppose to mean?????? i briefly get wad he/she was tryin to convey to ppl, but cant he/she phrase it in a more proper n normal way??? and there are also ppl who dunno how to spell their own horoscopes. even in short forms. this is really damn surprising. also, there are ppl who actually mention a 500% reply or sth like tat. at e sight of tat, i realise mebbe my maths are better than them. haha. BUT i guess all these just provided me with more entertainment.
P.S i seriously swear tat i have nothing against ppl who are jus tryin to find pen pals thru this method, but sometimes phrasing stuff in a better way attracts the RIGHT ppl instead of the WRONG ppl n end up hurting yourself in e course of tryin to find frens. especially so for the innocent gals out there. =D
( i am really starting to believe i am becoming more grandmotherly these days man. now i am beginning to understand why my sec skool fren used to call me " ah ma"....... haiz.. this is bad. oh well. *shrugs helplessly* )

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A week more to Dec 7!!!! haha. its not cos tat day is our wonderful, noisy vegan- Adrian's birthday BUT cos i'll be goin abroad tat day! haha. on a 8am flight which simply meant for me to reach the airport at 6am n wakin up at 4am. haha. how great. long time since i took a morning flight!!!!! =D hee. in addition to all these, i'm glad this day tat i looked forward to ever since the break up has come. going abroad is always my best way n most effective to way to sort out my feelings n tots. i guess by e time i come back, i shud have clean forgotten everything. hmm. given the bad memory i have bout things in my daily life, i dun understand why it din apply to my relationships stuff. haha. oh well.
Lookin forward to another vega's meeting. having more fun each time i went there. vegans always have a lot of crap to share and they are quite funny. now, with nallu joinin the vega family, we're worse. perhaps from a distance of 20 to 30 metres, u can hear nallu's voice in wad he insisted is an imitation of elmo. haha. =D i jus love Vega. and this time, its with a better reason. last time, part of the love n enthusiasm for e house was due to him. *guilty* BUT now i truly love Vega cos i enjoy all the time i spent there. yeah! i love being an OGL in Vega as much as i love being a Sports Leader in my secondary skool... hee...... =D

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

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now i enjoy blogging so much that i cant really bring myself to stop. =D haha.
its amazing how much i've changed. oh well. saw my own pic in my secondary uniform. haha. i look dumb and fat and the colour combination, for the first time in my life, i found it funny and odd. in simpler terms, disgusting. haha. but that applies only when the tie is worn. haha.
something i observed recently again is that people who are educated usually cant tolerate stuff that seem very uneducated to them. i dont really know how to put it but it's sth similar to the fact tat i cant tolerate it when people pronounce "re" (hot in chinese) as "zhe-re" or whatever is the hanyu pinyin that can be made from tat pronounciation. yea. hope i gt my meaning across. yep. =D

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i used to very much believe in horoscopes. haha. i'm a libra n one of e better love matches for me is Leo. and coincidentally, most of my ex-s are Leos..haha.. and tho i may like them quite a lot, but still none of it worked out. so tho i still read bout horoscopes, but i guess none of them really applies to my life anymore. haha. btw, do u guys noe, they say if u take a neo print or e neo print card thingy with your boyfriend/ girlfriend, you guys will break up????! well, for me, it turned out quite true. haha. the first time i took this kinda neoprint thingy wit my bf, we broke up. BUT mebbe it aint true too. haha. but for me, in e future (if there is any) i rather be safe den sorry. hahas. i rather bring ard my digi cam or use my hp instead. =P

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surprisingly, i didnt noe that guys can be rather bitchy even the way they talked. they can actually talk like some kinda girls gossipin. quite interesting isn't it? hmm. wonder if guys these days are actually MANLY enuff..tho when i sae manly, i dun mean guys can dun shave. i seriously HATE it when guys leave their stubble there for e next few days OR worse, a few STRANDS of hair danglin from your chin. how pathetic. seriously. do they by any way, know sth call personal grooming or personal hygiene. for those with girlfriends, its worse. imagine kissin sth hairy. haha. gross. or sth sharp brushin against their own chin? worse. this aint a good feelin to give girlfriends. seriously. haha.
enuff talk bout this. was surfin blogs n came across a blog which mentioned why girls cry. rather meaningful. girls cry seriously aint an indication that they're weak or anythin. i do agree we tend to be more emotional when faced with the person we're most comfortable n most in love with. oh well. sometimes i really think bein a guy is better. wonder if guys actually can hurt for long. mebbe. but gals usually hurts more deep down. even if it aint our problem or we dun really love a guy anymore. the guilt hurts. BUT if we do love tat guy, its worse. we end up sufferin n our life takes on a TOTALLY NEW perspective. tons of changes are made to our life. perhaps its a way to let us move on, but our life changed as a result. maybe for e better which aint tat bad in my opinion. but sometimes it may be for e worse and in this case, the girl suffers badly. so to e guys: if u wanna break up with a gal, find a more constructive way n reduce the hurt u're gonna give her to the LOWEST level possible which i guess most guys cant. haha. sorry bout tat but its really sth i observed these days n a good reason why i dun wanna fall in love again for the time being. c'mon, the hurt tat i suffered is enuff. tho i guess mebbe the other party suffered quite a bit too. haha. oh well.
i guess for the gals, we're always at a disadvantage. really. best thing ever for me is to stay single. haha. occasional flirts aint bad but guys are becomin so sisterly or jie-mei-ish tat i cant do it n ended up bein good sisters wit them. haha. which is good. haha. i have a whole big family of hao jie mei-s... hahaha....

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was readin my previous entries... hahas. realised i was quite childish in e past. in addition to that, i realised i was as crazy in skool as i am now. this is bad. hmmm.
P.S. Favourite song from Queen of the Damned album: Down with the sickness by Disturbed. =D

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been such a long time since i listen to the soundtrack of Queen of the Damned. used to like it. it gave those eerie feelin to those who listened to it. in e past when i was with him, he NEVER listens to these types of songs. linkin park n stuff was never e stuff he liked. love songs and some other westlife type of music is wad he listened. if not, CO music is wad he listens to.. haha. as for me, i prefered punk rock n heavy metal n stuff like that. funny huh. how come two nearly opposite ppl got together.haha. did i mentioned that Evanescence is sth i would not listen to at night? haha. when i was with him, i listened to more of those soothin music n love songs..now i dun care. i listen to almost everythin..except techno...haha.. but techno is with an exception...songs from Chicken Little are fine by me..hee.. i listened to bitchy songs, to bubblegum pop, to punk rock, to heavy metal, to hip hop, to love songs and kiddy songs too...hahas. oh well.
Vega ROCKS! orientation is gettin more fun..especially so if i dun see him at all. oh. did i mention that after bein in e same class as me for like almost ten plus mths, Nallu asked me wad's my problem with HIM? most ppl ard me knew i was together with him! even Hon Hon. and surprisingly(which nallu nv failed to do to ppl), nallu din noe bout it at all. haha. so interesting. =P

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Wee....... hahas... went back to skool to do banner today, dressin up like i am a Reggie (one of e orientation hses). haha. quite fun except our sabretooth looks shy, accordin to ruiqi..hahas..oh well..BUT e orange is NICE tho...while doin e banner and stuff, i enjoyed talkin to pris, jerome's primary skoolmate who happened to be my fellow ogl mates..haha... and after that... DANCE!!!! so cool man...dance like crazy.. its quite nice when u actually get all the steps OR tryin to find out wad steps u missed..but dancin barefoot caused me havin blisters now...haha... shud have stuck to wearin my slippers.. yeah!!!! finally i got quite a hang bout e steps!! lalala.. haha.. and today, for e first time, i climbed from e ramp to e assembly plaza cos e pathways was locked... =D rather few ppl in skool today... hmmm.. sooooooooooooooooooo unlike the second orientation where everyone gathered at e atrium n have so much fun there...but its nt bad this way either...haha.. Reggie's placards are cute BUT Vega's is COOL! hahas. =D

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Monday, November 28, 2005

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Ever since i decided to come to a JC, i looked forward to the life that i am going to have here.. i could still vivdly remember when Mr Ang K.S (my Amaths teacher in sec skool) said that JC life is where and when you have the most fun. i really cant deny it man. i had my fair share of fun here. the most interesting experiences of life here too. its where i really start to have a clearer picture bout life. i experienced heartbreaks; love and company of friends; lotsa crazy fun and its really in JC that i let my hair down and go bonkers. i could not remember if i was like this durin my sec skool days. but i'm rather sure i wasnt as crazy as i am now. nor as open bout stuff. seriously. i was one conservative freak. not tat i am a very loose gal now but jus tat i dun shudder when ppl sae the word sex or tat some gal lost their virginity. yea, i do still shake my head in disapproval when i hear of it, but not as disgusted as i was b4. came to realise these kinda stuff are actually rather common in teenagers' lives these days. ( i'm speakin as if i am a granny...) but in all, i do still enjoy JC life.
u study hard. u play hard. u cry. u smile. u go crazy. u doll yourself up. its in JC where i learn to be more girly in dressing. yea. haha. in sec skool days, u see me in tee shirt n jeans more den me in skirt. i always go out in berms and tee. these days, u see me in more skirts den jeans. haha. how contradicting. amazingly i even wear shorts. haha. and in sec skool, u see me wit just one type of bag. now, i'm crazy over bags. haha. oh well. i guess my girly life had jus begun. and i'm kinda enjoyin it. wahahahaha. BUT i still cant avoid my violent nature towards certain ppl...hee.
ppl changes. but certain traits remain. after the heartbreak, i guess i've learnt more den ever about tons of stuff. maybe its not a bad thing after all. hahas. =D

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At anting's hse
The Dinner at Geylang after e Bash:
Eh......
THIS IS SO SO UNGLAM!
My CLass!! 05A301!

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As you guys can see... we really went crazy during the meridian's party bash... =D

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hey! its e moon!

We were so crazy at e bash......................

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am i a weirdo? in my opinion, i dun think i am.
firstly, i dun look like one. do i?
secondly, i dun talk like one. do i?
lastly, i think i am not one.
ppl said if one is really a weirdo (or wadever e person is) they wun admit or say they are one. BUT aren't weirdos supposed to weird?! so they would do e opposite right? they would say they are weirdos right????!!
so based on this, i really believe i aint a weirdo.yea. =D
P.S this is actually inspired by adrian who called me a weirdo. *humph*

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my hair is dyed and my fringe's colour looks damn obvious. shit. din see tat coming.

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Sunday, November 27, 2005

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wanted to buy an adidas jacket ystd. cost bout 109 bucks. gold and brown in colour. BUT i cant find bigger sizes...so cant buy. den my sis suggested lookin elsewhere for nicer ones instead. no choice. have to agree bout tat. oh well.
Viktor Krum and Cedric Diggory from Harry Potter tat movie is quite cute man. i like Krum's accent. its VERR-R-RY cute...hahaha.. Voldermort was bald yet he kept touchin his head when he first went back to human form...quite funny i tot... Voldermort gave me a feelin tat he was tryin to be quite dumb...haha...he seems rather childish too...haha.. Ron is also very cute but the hair was quite funny. hmmm. it aint a bad one...tho ppl told me its quite different from e book n rather disappointing. but i tot its quite cool and interestin as a movie. better den finding neverland which i cant really understand till now. and much better den creep which is onli bout blood and gore. these movies are jus plain dumb. i rather have more interestin graphics n cool action scenes or make it a soap opera. haha.

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my mum was sayin if there are 4 seasons in Singapore, it'll spell more natural disasters.. is this true?? hmm... maybe its not that bad that Singapore only have rainy or sunny days. at least we can save more money since we need not buy winter clothings...haha...

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heard from my fren tat she encountered a guy who was damn fuckin racist on yahoo pool...when realised my frens are asians, and den he said, u guys must be asian freaks..
that's really mean right?! wtf. so wad if he's from a western country man.. hey. i aint racist but i freakin hell cant stand ppl who are. we din even offend them..wad fuckin right do they have to discriminate us?! we're all humans u noe...God din create ppl to let them discrimnate each other. wadever. tat immature, small-minded freak. NOTE: i only meant that guy and no one else. wad an idiot he is man.
singapore is a much better place i guess. haha. at least there aint open discrimination. =D i love Singapore. haha.

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i realise i always make some mistakes in expressin myself in e blog. as in wad i meant was unclear and confusing..haha.. oh well. wadever. as long as i get e msg across.
thanks to teresa, i got a new blogskin. yeah! haha. but its still black....hee..
watched harry potter wit henry on fri. he already watched it but din tell me. and it onli when we were watchin n he said, "hermione looks damn hot in this scene.." or sth like tat, tat i started to feel tat he watched it. and i was right. he told me on e way home. haha. had quite a bit of fun goin out wit him except he took a likin to keep sayin i not good here and dere. haha. which is wad most guys, includin nallu does to me these days. dunno wad i did to make them keep suan-ning me...nallu i can understand but henry...hmm...i din suan him wad..mebbe i did...but not as much as he did to me...haha.. wadever. i'm used to it le..haha..and i dun mind anyway... =D

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

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i am so sensitive to his name now that my hair stands when someone mentions his name. my heart raced. my expression changes instantly. bad. haiz.
i guess i seriously can never look someone in e eye for long. not tat i have done sth wrong but i guess i am easily distracted. in addition to that, i feel insecure i guess... lookin into someone's eyes, i am afraid that they will discover sth in me that i may not even noe.. perhaps he was one of those i dare to look into his eyes..even after e break up, i dun find it scary to look him in e eye..instead it seems more like he's afraid to look me in eye. sometimes i wonder, would he and me meet ever again after graduation? would he and me, perhaps still end up together? these questions perhaps are one of those questions ppl will think about when e relationship was broken..
actually i am rather amazed at how fast guys changes. really. one minute they say they like you. the nxt minute u discover the fact tat they are with someone else. are all guys this way? i hope not. the fact tt guys are able to forget someone ever so quickly shocked me.. there are jus so many examples ard me that i am really startin to be convinced that relationships nv last. marriages are now NOT a symbol of eternal LOVE. its jus a symbol of an ETERNAL PROMISE OF RESPONSIBILITY. marriage is jus sth ppl get together n bring up kids. do they ever still love each other in times to come? very rarely. perhaps one in about 1000? i seriously am confused... sometimes it may seem u really love this someone deeply but is it really so? or is it jus the secure feeling of familarity that makes u feel attached to this person instead of truly loving them?
so can i really say i love him deep enuff till i find it so hard to forget him? i dunno. but i guess mebbe..its really e feelin of familarity tt makes me feel so attached to him. my life once revolved ard him. everything is jus bout him. even the orientation. is it time i put down e stuff n create new memories instead of re-living the past ones? yea. i guess so.
i'll try. if i can get pass these and i got past e devasted post relationship blues, mebbe i'll get pass this again... right? as long as i hang on right??
as teresa have suggested i shud go drink some orange juice n get a grip n smile n try my best again.
To Bai: i'll hang on. ;)

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no matter wad it is. i guess i'll jus have to work doubly hard to forget him now. and yea. i jus dun cry on e outside anymore. he'll never get to see the tears i cry le.

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To Bai: thanks gal... for ya encouragement and stuff.. yea.. =D made me feel so touched.. hee..
today went back to skool again for preparin e orientation stuff.. kinda fun and quite crazy..but i could not get too hyped up today n i dunno why.. went back home at ard 7plus.. on e same bus as him.. and had to go back the same route as him.. (did i mention that he and i had e same shoe bag? dunno if its his but saw him carry it durin e recee..maybe tat was wad made me sick? ha.) the feelin was real terrible.. it din help that FREAKY actually said sth to him that he shud be a gentleman and send me home. what e fuck. seriously, wad right does he fuckin have to tease me?! i dun mind e others cos AT LEAST they have sth call a LIMIT! wad e fuck. i seriously could have kicked his hell of a FREAKY ass. fuck. right..pardon e language.. but in anyway it is, the route back home made me wanna cry but none came out. he was jus so beside. so near but far at e same time. it was so awkward. my ears cant help but turn red, luckily its night time le.. he offered to send me home, i cant deny i was surprised...but i rejected. cos i noe if i agreed i could have really weeped and say some stupid stuff to him which i seriously wun wan it to happen..
as i walked the short route back home, it felt like ages man.. the memories flashed back..and for the first time, they stayed. perhaps it had been so long that he and me took e same path back together, now its all back again. i really feel terrible man. shud i really quit it? i really wanna have a plain old simple life.. i love bein ogl but e memories are too much to bear. havin to be all smiles when ppl mention him. couldn't help but wonder if they knew bout stuff bet. me and him. sadly, my emotions are usually written on my face and i end up havin to hide somewhere or run off. why is it when i always feel all e better, things jus get worse???
sometimes i wish i could really be invisible. i wish i have short term memory. i wish i'll get a concussion n could remember everythin except him. i wish its all a dream. i wish it was never e way it was. sometimes it really did felt like a dream. like it was a sweet dream tt turned nightmarish..but deep down, i noe its not.
i wish i am non-existent.

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

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it feels terrible to have the happy memories race thru ya mind all at once. you smile to yourself as you recall those happy moments. you cry after realizin things wun be the same and memories are memories only... its always nice to live in memories, it always felt better to be in self pity, cryin seems to make one feel better all the time...sometimes i really do wonder if i have moved on. the memories rushes back so quickly and yet vanishes without a trace in e nxt sec. does this mean that i am still unable to let go? i seriously cannot deny the fact that the orientation stuff brings back more memories den ever..sometimes i feel so terrible inside till i wish to withdraw from ogl...but eventually i'll convince myself not to do so and have fun there which i did i think... but it really hurts. the memories really makes me feel terrible on e inside.
sittin at the atrium, preparing e placards and stuff..reminds me of the first time i did sth sweet for him. cheerin reminds me of him as my ohl. the camp reminds me of e time he gave me his windbreaker for e camp. the dance reminds of my dance wit him. too much memories. too much pain. when u're all alone, is it normal to have e tendency to have the tot, i wish he was by my side now.. is it normal? with the full knowledge tat we are not we used to be? i noe he had perfectly moved on wit his life and more den happy wit his life. why i am still living in such a way? between e two of us, am i the only one who have flashback of our memories? would he think of the stuff we used to do together when he sees the familiar places? too many questions goes unanswered. i am lost. i really wanna find out yet i dun at e same time. wad's wrong wit me?
gosh. this is real pathetic.

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i really wanted to tag my own board..but dunno wad's wrong with my damn computer tat i cant tag it...yea..
oh well.

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Monday, November 21, 2005

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Finally i can blog. hmm.. the past few days was fun man! haha..
Friday: went to the skool's party bash.. a little pathetic, considerin the number of ppl there...and after which me, anting, ruiqi, xuewen, zhong hui, fran, yinhong, wu hao went to Geylang to eat..haha..hor fun, durians and yu tiao n stuff..haha.. and den went back to anting's hse ard 12 plus.. slept at 3 plus.. and den the nxt day...
Saturday: OGL camp. Wet' n Wild..gt totally drenched from the top to the bottom for the first time.. quite fun... but super dirty..n my clothes stink like hell.. and csi was alright...haha..
Sunday: was last day of camp. gt to noe a lot of ppl.. and also had fun talkin to Jerome's primary skool fren on sat night..haha.. and yea.. went back home at 3 plus..
and today was the most fun.. dance like crazy!! haha.. and found my new partner! HILMY!!! haha.. and a new pair with us... Izzat n Melanie.. haha..

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Monday, November 14, 2005

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i really so badly wanna watch harry potter... hmm.. been goin out so much and hangin ard in town so much tat i am so broke now.. left with not more den about 20 bucks.. anymore deduction by my mum will leave me starving n stayin home for ages man..haiz.. haha..
chicken little is so cute...
today had an ogl meetin.. not tat bad..and as expected i got e role of an ogl again.. i really wanna try games ic lo.. oh well.. like i can do anythin bout it..haha.. and i seriously dun look forward to e sun in sentosa either..and definitely not the routes.. from one end of sentosa to the other end may jus cause me to end up dead b4 i reach the station..AND i really think that those freshies who DUN have stamina..might also join me in heaven man.. last orientation, its so poor thing to see those who cant run, struggling to keep pace with the rest lo.. and also.. CONSIDER THE TEACHERS WHO ARE GOING AS WELL.. not sayin the teachers cant run..if its maxi, i wun mind.. seriously.. but if its an older teacher who dun even climb stairs often, its gonna be disastrous.. yea.. orientation is bout bonding and knowin meridian's culture...but bein realistic, we really do hope to win as much as possible for our house..and running is really not e way man.. oh well.
actually i jus dun like to run. haha. but in anyway, tho i grumble so much bout this, i always end up running...and loving the ogl job..haha.. and i guess its kinda funny to keep shouting, " hey guys!! jog! close the spaces! quick!" to the freshies and i end up bein the last one behind..quite dumb.. haha.. but fun. =D

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

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yea..i bought Pussycat dolls cd but i dun even listen to it as often as i listen to GC.. and i jus bought Simple Plan's previous album lo...i spend money on punk rock more den the others..okie.. still say till like i am a big sinner like that..AND wearing heels does not mean i changed okie??? heels dun determine who u are inside wad... gosh.. and that was the FIRST time i wore heels when i went out wit my frens okie... haiyo..
shit man. i need to go buy green day's album again..lost it b4 i copy it into my mp3.. haiz..guess i am always losing things too..but at the least i lose stuff that belongs to me..haha.. =P

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seriously, its either i am jus wanna be plain odd or i am weird. tho i really dunno the significant difference between odd and weird..mebbe i need to check the dictionary on that..oh well. today went to Wu Hao's house and played and went to Billy Bomber's to eat with Rui Qi.. and went to take pictures with her too.. haha.. its kinda fun too and quite funny..haha..
oh well.
he really did lost my shoe bag..and i have to get an all new one..how troublesome. but in anyway, i guess he's ALWAYS like tat. not tat its gonna piss the shit out of me anyway..i jus plain wondered why such a BIG thing can get LOST in one's OWN house..please..if u make the EFFORT to go FIND it..its not tat hard..really. at least that's wad i think. wadever. as long as he pays, its doesnt matter. i really wonder when did i ever become so heartless towards him..seriously i felt not much of a pity towards him..or shud i pity him in the first place?? i dunno. but i guess the only concern i have for him is jus a concern of an acquaintance. btw, acquaintance is less than a fren. its not tat bad. cos at least a more indifferent attitude can be adopted. haha. but now i really love spending time with my frens. dunno why. but i jus love their company. and in addition to that, i'm glad that i dun even think bout him anymore..and times which i mentioned him are merely recollections of my memories. no point tryin to delete all memories cos its really proven humanly impossible for me..haha. so might as well treat it as a memory. oh, did i mention, i dun even bother to doubt his words anymore. cos i am seriously dun feel like lettin him affect my life EVER EVER AGAIN! Yippee..
i am enjoying my everyday..which i shud also thank him for his b'dae msg to me..at least he said "wish that u'll enjoy your everyday.." or sth close to tat..so here i am, loving each day...
whahahaha... =D
i'm mad..

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

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i wonder how does cookies and warm milk taste like together...
haha.. its kinda pathetic to be allergic to honey... well my allergy is not tat bad...but jus tat i cant take in more den one spoonful of honey... so yea..wad kinda allergy is tat man..haha..oh well.. i really did wanna try to use mascara today..but apparently i made do with eyeliner instead..cos i dunno how to put mascara..haha.. i like oldies..and cutesy song..haha...oh..
did i mention who i am i in love with??? haha.. its.......
ChiCken LittLe!! *this is subjected to changes yea..* haha..

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wore heels to go down to orchard with my mummy today.. its a killer... my feet is aching man.. gosh...being a girly girl is hard man... but at least the only good thing is tat i din get stuck on steps nor the drain..so yea.. haha..i must train myself till i can wear KILLER heels..and i mean real KILLER..haha... but i like wearin heels..the oxygen at a higher ground is always better..haha..tat's lame... oh well.. i must show to those guys who always think i am like a boy that i can be GIRLY OKAY!! haha.. =P oh well. i bought Mango's sunglasses today...and its colour is..... PURPLE.. yep.. its the colour of ROYALTY OKAY!!! haha.. bought Pussycat dolls cd... kinda nice...kinda funny...but not too bad...dunno why i buy the cd but yea...haha.. did i mention tat i saw the Shy Shy Guy from my skool down at orchard today??? haha..

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NaMe: WeiNing
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NiCks: MianBao;Chicken Little
SkOoL: MJC *currently*
LoVes: Family;Friends;Food;05A301;Dancing

[[*My Past Memories*]]

March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006

[[*The Conversations*]]

[[*My Friends*]]

Jeph's blog
Ying Jian's blog
Bai's blog
Adrian's blog
Ngiam's blog
Faith's blog HuiKim's blog
RuiQi's blog
another blog of mine

[[*Credits*]]

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