it din matter whether he (not tat HIM) vomit blood or not... i noe he's unwell and all now..and i really do care for him as a fren and would LOVE to continue treating him like a buddy and all..but his constant messages of " i'll miss you.." and stuff like tat makes me feel real awful..even angry.. for the past year, i've been tolerating such messages and replyin it...but now, i've altogether stopped replying such messages. he told me his operation last yr caused him to have a blood clot now..(tho i din really ask where the clot was, but i'm rather sure it wun be in e brain..) so he msged me tellin me dun worry bout him and stuff... (but i still worry for him as a fren anyway) and he also deliberately set his operation on e blood clot on the days which i would be abroad to stop me from worryin..BUT he just messaged me, a day b4 i go abroad, tellin me he vomitted blood and all and is giddy and stuff... SERIOUSLY, if he really meant for me to leave this country in peace and DUN WAN ME TO WORRY LIKE HOW HE WANTED IT TO BE, he really shud not fuckin hell tell me that he's not feelin very well right?! wtf. i dun think he's so STUPID that he cant realise tt by tellin ppl such stuff he'll make anyone worry. fuck. i've tolerated all his nonsense on " i still like you and can we get back together?" crap long enuff. i am rather sure i've made it clear to him TONS of times. mebbe i really shud stop talkin to him altogether. i've tried bein mean to him verbally. i've tried bein nice. BUT i've never totally ignore him. i still cared as a fren shud. but why is the fuckin hell he cant understand? is there any part of my english that he fuckin hell just wun understand?! gosh. a year has passed and he's still as childish as ever. askin me to take care yet at the same time tellin me the dangerous stuff he does. and the fuckin hell that he continued to smoke. which i had told him fuckin loads of time. one day man. i swear i'm gonna scream at him. BUT for now, i'll swallow it all down and continue be a nice fren to him. seriously, i doubt i was ever this fake or mean to a guy. i dun mean to. and i really wanna treat him as my fren. but he jus wun fuckin understand my term of a FREN. haiz. hell. i'm still worried for him. :(
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