I've jus realised that 2005 is gonna end soon and my JC2 yr will start very very soon. i am rather worried for my A's now cos i am getting lazier these days. haha. since 2005 is gonna end and new year is comin, its really time that i shud reflect on my past yr. 2005 had really been a fruitful year. been thru a lot and learnt a lot. for the first time in my life i studied hard. for the first time in my life i actually got into the skool of my choice and the course of my choice. for the first time in my life i really feel tat i am surrounded by wonderful ppl. for the first time in my life i came to noe tat true buddies need not be in constant contact. and one of the most significant event of my life this year would be gettin to noe HIM and fallin in love with him and the hurt of losing someone i tot i would last forever with and married to. yes indeed it is childish to think tt i was going to marry a guy at the age of 17 years old but i was blinded by my love/ liking of him. i refuse to believe the obvious signs tat he was leaving me. i chose to believe him. i chose to believe his words. he said he dun look at gals and i believed. he said he wun break up with me and i believed. he said he loved me and i believed. for the first time i trusted a guy totally. and so for the first time i got hurt deep. and from all these i learnt valuable lessons and i've changed from it. i've learnt not to trust guys totally. i've learnt tat its impossible to love someone truly. i've learnt tat guys dun stay devoted for a lifetime. i've seen tat life is really unpredictable. no one knows wad's gonna happen the next sec. BUT thru all these, i've gained more den wad i lost. i've made real good frens and manage to be stronger after goin thru all these. i've learnt to stop myself from crying. and from all these i befriended two of the most wonderful teachers in the world- MR ROBIN HON ( Hon Hon) and Ms Chen Zhiling. i simply love them. =D without them i dunno who i can turn to. they gave me support like a parent would and talked to me like my good buddies would and i really thank them for it. and amist all these, my frens showed me concern and i really love them for it as well. hee. and amazingly i've grown to like PINK. haha. and still love punk rock as much. oh well. =D some ppl may say, " hey, u merely jus fallen out of love. no need to make it like such a big deal as if u had gained a world of stuff from it. " but i really feel tat i did. actually the most important thing bout this whole year : It's like i took my first step to true adulthood. Being the youngest in my family, i dun deny i've been spoilt and rather protected by my parents and even my sister who is onli like 1 year older, but thru this year's events i think i did learn impt lessons ba. =D so yea. Hope i can handle things better from now on. OH. and also for the first time in my life i've learnt tat Teresa actually noe how to take care of ppl and show a teenie bit of concern. wahahaha. =P
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