read van's blog. found tat one of her entry very meaningful.. its in chinese and is sth bout ppl u're supposed to seek in life and wad kinda ppl we met. i jus love her entries. always have some meaningful stuff to set me thinkin...haha. =D while on this taiwan trip, i tot bout a lot of stuff..well, actually onli durin my flights tat i tot bout stuff between me n him..the rest of the time i was too engrossed in e shoppin..haha... oh well. and i came up with the conclusion tat nxt yr, i shud begin it properly n not get bothered bout stuff on him nor shed a tear for him. i realise tat in many ways me and him are not suited for each other. i like cleanliness and neatness. i like to buy stuff. i like to watch movies. i like to eat fast food. i like bein treated like a kid. BUT for him, he strongly discouraged me to buy too much stuff. i dun deny i 'over-buy' sometimes...but i do take note of my own budget. in anyway, he din understand tat. i may be dependent on him, but i still noe how to take care of myself..but i guess he preferred ppl who are more independent. oh well. there are jus too many differences. but i tot in a relationship, u shud accept one as they are and love everything bout them? i asked myself on the plane, if he REALLY found someone new and is attached, would i be angry? honestly, i think i would feel uncomfortable, but not angry le... cos after all, i cant deny tat i am starting to believe tat i dun love him anymore. yes, i admit i do still miss him. i admit i still have hopes that things wun turn out fine n we would be together again. BUT there are jus too much mistrust and misunderstandings and differences between me and him. mebbe as he like, me and him shud onli be purely frens. not good frens. not buddies. jus purely frens. those that u say hi to sometimes but not everytime. nvm le. i guess things are jus meant to be. and He is jus one of those that i met in my life and once loved which is not tat bad ba. =D
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